Monday, July 03, 2006
yst went out wif my mum n sistersden ju came along to find me
den later go wif me walk walk
go meet pui pui at kembagan
den later she go
i slack wif them
den for a while go bedok meet cassie
sooo loong since i met her
den afta sm disgustin banagala came
sat wif us eeeeee..
den say wanna treat us n stuff
den say wat i haf lovely china eyes
wateva!
i haf enough of insults i guess
though this is a compliment
but to me dares stil sm kind of insult
i no i am not pretty lahs
compared to everybod im just ugly
pple always say ah lians very disgustin
act cute n stuff
but tink bout it lahs
they act cute at least they are pretty
okay stop i shall stop
i dunno why in my heart tats this torned part
i always hated pple commentin on me.
hais i carn take this kind of life anymore
everytink has been causing so much pain
i just feel like cutting myself i swear
frens,stead,family
now i just wish i haf a fren
tat can listen to me keeping very quiet
just listen to me only
afta i speak wat i wanna speak
den she can advice me
or mayb those tat can lend me their shoulder to lean or to cry on
i know tat wil neva happen
i used to tink i haf but now i guess its all gone
mayb i sldnt be so egoistic
he had nt been talkin to me for two days ready
since i last saw him
i should not haf acted tat way
should haf took a glance to c him for the last time.
my family hais
i dunno lahs mayb im just goin girls home or australia
far away from parkway and school
i guess nobod wil care
everyday i just put a smile den pple tink i ok
mayb tats beta
stil rmb sm ppl want me to go back to d cheerful nicole
im goin to smile infront of pple
inside no matter how much its bleedin like fcuk
ACCEPTANCE 12:40 PM
